lux aeterna

Never again

Will I love without limits.

Never again

Will I trust.

Never again

Will I let myself fall

As far as I did

For you.

I hope you’re happy now.

You changed.

I didn’t.

If you can toss me away as soon as I don’t suit you

I suppose that’s what you thought love was.

I hope you hurt

Every bit as much as I do.

I hope you cried

As much as I did.

I hope you scar

Just as deeply as I do.

Because thanks to you,

Love means nothing.

Love is something you can toss away

As soon as you  find it best.

It doesn’t matter that I love you.

I still do.

I can’t hate you.

I probably should

But I can’t.

But I should.

When you told me

We were over

You broke every single promise.

Everything you ever said

Was a lie.

Now wonder I could never bring myself

To trust you completely.

No matter what I said,

I lied.

I never trusted you

With my whole world.

I figured that would come with time

But it’s a good thing

I didn’t give you everything.

You never seemed to want to give me

Everything.

So now, I can break all of mine.

Every single little promise I made

I will break.

Every one.

Your secrets… I will keep.

Only for the sake of mine.

But that is all I promise.

Nothing more, nothing less.

Because it was you that ruined us.

You that tore me apart.

You that changed.

You that made me cry.

You that won’t explain.

You that won’t respond.

You that killed our Love.

And for that,

I will never forgive you.